Fooling them or fooling me?

Nervously I past every day,
Thinking and thinking.
I fool the world,
Like nothing's wrong.
But to my self i cannot lie.
Trying to forget,
Trying to move along.
Bbut i just can't,
I can't without knowing.
Every day i pray,
And wish,
For you to notice me,
For you to see me,
More then a friend.
But am I just fooling myself?
Do I have hope?
Or is it my heart,
playing tricks on my mind?...