Loneliness in Darkness

Since i came
i always knew.
different i am
strange NEVER...
this illusion of happyness
as started to blind me.
i thought everything could change
it almost did...
can i truth?
can i believe?
why?
dont leave...
steap by steap
i surfive....
am i that different
that i cant even
deside my destiny?
what is my destiny?
there was no one there
to be my wings.
so i fall in darkness...
will i ever see light in this night?
the light of reason and love?...